Goodbye

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR :D

It's CNY Eve right now. I just wish this moment can be stopped for as long as I want to because to me, CNY Eve is the best :D This is when I feel extra excited because CNY is tomorrow. It sounds stupid, doesn't it? Anyway, I'm anticipating for reunion dinner and everything's going on after that.

Btw, no updates until next week. See you guys next week :D

Have a very nice holidays and New Year (for Chinese)

Time of the Year

In case you didn't know already, I am so in the CNY mood :D

One more day, man. Well uhm, I consider CNY Eve as CNY as well ;)

I'm trying really hard to not think about my future just yet. I'm really happy at this moment. Like enjoying my life to the max :D This year's CNY is sort of different to me. No more wishes from classmates and teachers, no teasings from friends like "where is my red packets??!" or discussion with friends like "how many clothes have you bought? What is it like?" or after-CNY discussion like "where did you go? How many red packets did you get?" (I really missed all that), no more feeling excited when school ends, which marks the day of CNY is coming closer, no more feeling sad when school reopen, which reminds me that the day of CNY is almost coming to an end anddd no more homeworks or school stuffs to worry about during CNY (of course I like the last part).

Well, I know everything will comes to an end. So, there is no point keep on reminiscing. But it's okay to recall it every once in a while, though, isn't it? :)

Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year to you too, if you celebrate or are chinese. Wish you have a very good year :D

Future

Mystery revealed.

Apparently, the 'thing' that PTPL College wanted to send to me was an offering to some courses. The only courses that caught my eyes were GCE A-Levels (for Art and Science) and Bachelor in Law (2+1) - Northumbria University . It's one of my wishes to study A-Level, Law and enter PTPL

Surprisingly, I wasn't that excited. It was as if I already know what it was, as if I don't like what they offer to me. I guess it was because I knew my parents won't allow me to accept it because they want me to go Form 6. Actually, I have no problem with both. I can go college as well as Form 6. Just that I want college a little more than Form 6.

I haven't let them know I've got that. Just aren't prepared yet. But I certainly will let them know before CNY, I guess.

Moving on, I saw this article from E! Online about New Moon. They said Dakota Fanning might be Jane. She looks quite lovely, so I won't go against it. The only thing I'll go against is Vanessa Hudgens as Leah and thankfully, she will not :DDD

Idiot

Hey there :) You are right. I changed my layout. I'm not really satisfied with this one, but I'm bored with the old one, so yeah, whatever.

I did some sort of stupid thing recently. I put off reading Breaking Dawn deliberately simply because I didn't want the story to end so quickly. I'd stopped reading that book for 3 days, at least. It sounds really stupid and silly and naive. Thinking that if I don't read any further, the story will not end *scoff*. But, I'm determine to finish it by tonight. I wanna re-read New Moon because I don' really remember every single thing in details as much as I do in Twilight. Maybe because I'd watched the movie, so I had a better image in my head.

Oh by the way, 3 more days to CNY Eve!!!! 3 days, babe, THREE DAYS!!! I can't wait for it :DDD

Some people are getting on my nerve. They are not updating their blog. Oh well...

I had a very, very stupid and yet frightening dream last night. I dreamt I got my SPM result and guess what, I got 5A's ONLY. It shocked the hell out of me! That was the frightening part where I'm hoping it IS NOT true. The very, very stupid part? We got a paper from the government written down the grades and the MARKS for each subject, then we total up the amount of As we've got. Grade B and below were not taken into consideration, meaning those subject with B, C and so on can be ignored, and I have no idea why. The whole dream was very vague. I don't really understand what was going on. All I'm able to remember is my horrible result and the stupid paper which doesn't make any sense at all in real life. After that, my mom called my name to wake me up and I'm half conscious :/

Sometimes it is great to live in a fantasy world, sometimes it is really awful to in that world. I once told myself that, living in a fantasy world is really wonderful. I shall elaborate that on my next post.

Anyway, CNY is less than two weeks!!!! And btw, I was taken aback when PTPL College called me yesterday. She said they (the college) are sending something to me and I wonder what is that?

Off to lunch, people. BYE!!

I feel stronger. It is not a physical strength, but an emotional strength. I should thank 'you' for this. For making me stronger. For making my life better than ever.

By the way, I've found and got the font Stephenie Meyer used for the books cover (Twilight font). It took me like forever to download that. Not only that, I got the font she used for Edward's, Bella's and Alice's handwriting (I have the mongrel's writing as well but I don't want to use) :D You might not believe me, I know that. Here's the prove ;)

You also might don't feel surprised because you've had it. Oh well. This is for those who hadn't have yet. Have a look and ASK me from where and how did I get it, if you're lazy to Google it :)

I'm almost done with Breaking Dawn. I'm up to Book Three. No doubt, I really don't want the story to ends :( Well, as the reading is progressing, I hate to admit that I found that Jacob Black is actually very nice. You have to read Breaking Dawn to realize it, that is for me. Most of you already fell in love with the mongrel in New Moon *grimace*. But I still don't like him, though :D I'm not gonna choose Team Jacob over Team Edward. This will never, ever happen. Edward is incomparable, irreplaceable. He is one of a kind. Period ;)

P.S.: Allow me to say extravagantly how wonderful, how perfect Edward is. I just can't help myself doing that. If you find it annoying and irritating, you may not come back again anymore :)

Hello :)

Two more weeks to Chinese New Year!!!!

I realized every thing happens really fast. I feel I'd just celebrated CNY two months ago. If time will stops for a few minutes...

So, this is the time of the year where you'll see many places have decorated with all those CNY decorations, playing CNY songs every where and I'm getting really boring every year with the same old songs. I can feel some kind of spirit in me when I saw those decorations, like the CNY spirit, the urge to celebrate it right away.

CNY is one of my favorite holidays and days apart from Christmas, though I don't really celebrate it, and my birthday, of course :D

To me, CNY eve is the best day during CNY because...I don't know how to explain to you, but I think it is so. Maybe you'll understand better if you DO celebrate CNY, conventionally :)

By the way, I'd passed my car theory test. Woohoo!!!! Maybe you'll say "it wasn't that difficult, was it?" but still. I was really scare I'd fail because I can't stand sitting in a 'chill' room for 5 hours to listen the whole lecture thing again, not to mention paying 40 bucks to re-sit the exam. My mom would strangle me to death if I'd failed. Okay, that was dramatic :D I can't wait to get my driving licence so that I can go WHEREVER I want to!!!!

Did I mention I dyed my hair? Well, yes. I dyed my hair golden brown. Wanna have a look? Warning: The color will not be very obvious unless I took my photo under the sunlight :)

I'm going to sit that theory test tomorrow.

Wish me luck ;)

I CANNOT fail. If I failed, I'll die.

In case you can't read the words, it says

"If I could dream at all, it would be about you. And I'm not ashamed of it"

This is the LOVE ♥ that I want for my entire life t0 last forever.

If you're smart, you'll know where I got them from and who said those words :)

I'm posting this to share something with you :DD

A perfume inspired by TWILIGHT!!!! The website or the manufacturer or whatever it is claimed that it smells like Bella Swan's scent ;)

I guess it's selling in US already. It costs $48, equivalent to RM168++ Quite cheap, isn't it?

I wonder will they sell it in Malaysia. You know, Malaysia is...right? LOL

But I really hope Malaysia will have it sooner or later. I certainly will buy, I guess? Hahaha.

It's 11.18a.m.. I wonder what my still-studying friends and teachers doing now...I wish I was there like I'm still studying at there.

I really am not used to it. So not used to it. For the past 11 years, I went to school once the school reopen, but this year I don't have to anymore. I stay at here online-ing, blogging and doing boring stuffs. I feel like wanna smack those hate-school-more-than-anything dorks and say come here and exchange your position with mine. You sit here and play while I go to school for YOU. Deal? Damn it, I know I can't.

I know I should stop ranting. Otherwise even my most devoted readers will stop reading. I wonder is there any in the first place :P

Went to Gurney again yesterday with my sister. Even I'm boring already, not to mention you. I'd rather go Queensbay more often. We went there because my sister had RM60 voucher to use by yesterday, so yeah. She bought a purse from ELLE. Quite lovely but I prefer the one from Paris Hilton. Btw, Paris Hilton's bags and purses are really nice. I saw a few bags from Baby Phat by Kimora Lee Simmons as well. Spotted a really fabulous one. It costs RM300++ :O

RM169. Left one only :)

I bought a pair of pearl earrings (fake one of course) for RM15.90 but I saw the exactly same one from another store for RM9.90 only. I am so rankle! @!#$%^&* Went to MPH to check out Life & Style. I can't find the issue I wanted. Rankled again...Bought the latest one instead. Life & Style is very proficient. Every single issue as in every week has something to do with Twilight. But I'm not THAT stupid to buy every single issue ;) Each issue costs RM12.90 man. But Life & Style is a really great magazine.

So, we went back at 9.50p.m.. As I said before, going Gurney means spending money. I just can't help it. I must have something to buy every time I go there.

I went to Gurney, again, yesterday. But this time, I went with my family to do my CNY shopping :)

It was really GREAT and FANTASTIC. I was the one who've bought the most things.

I (my mom paid for everything actually) got myself one pink top from Esprit and another black one from Padini (P&CO to be exact) and a brown, metallic peep-toe pump from Vincci, while my mom just got herself one heel from Vincci. Of course, I was really happy for getting all those stuffs, but I'm happier for getting my Eclipse and Breaking Dawn books, which I've ordered (and waited) for two weeks!!! I cannot get any happier than I already was :D The only thing that made me disappointed was Twilight DVD has not came out yet :| You know what, my dad found out that the books were expensive and he gave me back RM50. A BIG thanks from the bottom of my heart to mom and dad and sister (she bought Eclipse for me). How could I be unhappy when I don't have to pay to get almost everything I want?! Sometimes I do feel grateful x)

A PROUD owner of them :D

After all the shoppings and everything, I went to MPH to check out Life & Style (Dec 23rd's issue) but they don't have it yet. Read other magazines with Twilight things instead. I like MPH because I don't have to buy the whole thing just to read some articles. I can ask the workers there to unwrap the magazine and read for as long as I want. After that, went to Cold Storage. Finally, I found the licorice but it costs RM9.99 :O Wanted to buy but was afraid it doesn't taste good or too sweet. It smells great though. Maybe will buy it on Sunday because my sister wants to use her voucher. It's always easier to shop when my parents aren't around because although I buy something pricey, they wouldn't know and they won't nag but the advantage is, they might pay for me for the things I buy ;) After that, went to buy ice-cream for me and my parents from the McD kiosk while sister bought green tea ice-cream from other store. I had the limited edition Orange McFlurry. It tasted alright at first but it gets bitter after a while. My mom helped me to finished it. Otherwise I won't have place for KFC because I had KFC for dinner. Bought it from the one near Jalan Larut (beside Giant at Penang Plaza, in case you know where the hell is there). I like that place because it is very cozy, and classy :D

School reopen on Monday! Yayy!!!!

Nahh, not that it has anything to do with me. I'm just happy and cheering for those who is still studying. Appreciate it and be happy because you are still in high school (or primary school) because school life is WAY, WAY better than after-school life. It sucks! Believe me. You're gonna miss every single thing you've done in school when you're out.

I don't understand why I whined about going back to school after holidays when I was going to Form 5 (and 4). I used to complain to my friends like "Ugh!!! I hate it! We're going back to school on blah, blah, blah. I wish I can extend the holidays a bit longer" and when I was going up to Form 5 I said "Heyyyy! I don't want to go to school on blah, blah, blah! I'm going to face a very stressful life. SPM!!! I wanna skip school *pout*" I feel very stupid for saying those craps now x)

I want to know who's going to my school this year. I really like it to see new students and new juniors in my school :D I don't know why. I miss the first day of school in the beginning of the year. We don't have to study on that day, we will be busy electing new class monitor, monitor and other simple posts, dying to know our new timetables, who's teaching that particular subject, choosing our partner in class, rushing to class so we can get our favorite place :D and later on, choosing our extra-curricular activities. There's a lot of things to expect apart from that. I always hope for a new canteen operator every year, then dying to know who's the top scorer in PMR. ROFL! I always like the first week of school especially the first assembly. The discipline teacher will be extra strict and keep on checking our name tag, school badge, finger nails and everything in the first few weeks. I don't really have to worry because I hardly break school rules (except keeping my nails long) in the beginning of the year but when school is almost end like in mid-September, it's time for me to go a little bit wild x) Ohh! And I enjoy queuing up for like half the day at bookshop (or koperasi) to buy books :P

I used to HATE all those things and scenarios but now, I like it. I hope I could go through all those things again this year but no, I know I can't :/