I DON'T GIVE A DAMN on what you think of me, what you say about me or what you're gonna do with me ANYMORE No, I don't CARE anything about you anymore. I have the BEST friend ever. So, I don't need you. I will come to you when I want to. Not that you need me either. I don't mind already if you come or not, alright. To me, now you're just a piece of chess. I will move you away or even give you to the opponents when I hate you too much. Just make yourself sure don't ever make me mad, or else. You're gonna pay for it.

*GRRIIINNN* LOL!

YAY!!! Finally, I get to watch

COOL! I've been waiting this movie since last year. Well....who said HSM is meant for kids?? Who said it is childish for a seventeen years old girl to watch and LOVE HSM?? F*** 'em I think this is the BEST one among the three. This one has more songs and more dances (and better :D). SIMPLY GREAT. Knock your head with a hammer or on the wall or whatever if you haven't watch it :P I feel kind of SAD because this is the last one. No more HSM 4, as far as I know (I can't keep my eyes off Zac Efron :PPP)

BTW, I bought something too.

Hahaha. Yepp, The Other Boleyn Girl's DVD for RM7

Well, my plan doesn't really turned out exactly the way I wanted it to be. I just missed the sit at Starbucks, sip some coffee and read my book while waiting my sister to come part. Not that I don't have time or money. Just that my stomach was bloating since I finished my lunch. Speaking of lunch, it costs me a fortune. A plate of Japanese friend rice with fish fillet for RM9 and fresh orange juice for RM2.70. Andddd, there was a VERY EMBARRSING moment when I went to buy the fried rice from the damn foodcourt.

I was totally forgot that I need to pay at the counter first then take the receipt and give it to the workers before I can take my food. So, I gave him my money.

Man: *show me nowhere with his finger* Please pay at the counter first (he was like whispering to me)

Me: Nod my head, *take the tray and put the food on it*. (I can't hear what he said AT ALL! I nod my head is just some kind of manner )

Man: *stop me from taking my food* Pay at the counter FIRST *showing me a RECEIPT*

Me: Ohh *blush* *Went to pay at the counter, come back, give him the damn receipt and quickly take my food.*

I can HEAR they were laughing at me! F*** them. I really wanna hide my face in a hole immediately.

Frankly, I would rather eat at Kim Gary or Secret Recipe. Although they are almost of the same price, at least it worth every penny I spent. All this because of Camellia changed her mind I'm not blaming her, FYI.

After Camellia and her brother left me at 5p.m, I sat at MPH to read some books for 1 hour 30 mins to wait for my sister. The books I read were VERY INTERESTING. So sorry because I forgot to take some photo on them :P but I can remember the title. It was 'My Brilliant Body'(something you've never learnt in Science or Biology), 'Guiness World Records 2009', 'How To Become A Goddess' (or Goodness or something which I've forgotten. It's about how to make ourselves a better girl) and 'Wonders of The World'. The articles and facts fascinates me, really.

30 mins before my sister come, I went to buy something

LOL, Big Apple Donuts & Coffee

Clockwise from top left: Pink Panther, Chocoring, Mango Tango

Ice Berg , Chocoholic *yummy* and Whitnut

This is supposed to be Say Cheese but the damn guy

gave me I-don't-know-what. Damnit! (Rolling Stone, I guess. Not nice.)

That is all for now. Toodles! XO

HAPPY DEEPAVALI :D :D :D

No school for 3 days. Well, to you it is GREAT but to me, nah. Not for me who is going to leave the school soon.

I'm free now to update my blog. It is 12.05p.m now and I should only spend 15 mins to finish everything and start my revision. Yeppp, revision on History, Add Math, Chemistry and Biology. I hope I can do all until 8p.m then off to tuition at 8.30p.m. So tiring and boring and pathetic huh?

No worries. I'm gonna go out tomorrow and watch the highly anticipated movie, HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3: SENIOR YEAR :D :D Well, at least I think I will because I'm not that sure yet until the last minutes. I'm afraid Camellia says she is not free. If she is gonna cancel it, I am so gonna smash her up :P I will confirm with her once AGAIN later :/

I stayed up until 3a.m last Saturday :o to watch a Hong Kong drama, The Four :O I think this is the first time in my life to stay up THAT late at night just to watch a movie *grriinn* I did that merely because it was the last DVD, which means with the last episode. That movie is not that GREAT, but uhm…still great. What the hell am I talking?? Ignore that :)

Heyy, wanna know what is my plan for tomorrow?? Here *smile sheepishly*

First, I'll go to Camellia's house first because her father will drop us at his office then go Gurney by leg :(

Then we'll watch the movie and everything.

Okay, this is my main point:

If Camellia wanted to go back at around 3-ish to 5-ish, I will not follow her. I will ask my sister to fetch me home after she finished her work at 6p.m if and only she does not have to work overtime *pray hard she will not have* What I'll do between these periods is first, go to MPH to read some books. Then go Cold Storage to see any great food and stuffs. I will spend 1 to 2 hours for both of that. Then, I'll go Big Apples to buy some of my favorites and finally stop at Starbucks to sip some coffee and read my Gossip Girl while waiting my sister LMAO. It sounds great, isn't it?? Isn't it?? LOL.

I hope, I hope, I hope my plan will be that way tomorrow. My plan usually doesn't turns out the way I wanted it to be so I'm afraid tomorrow's plan is like usually….:/

Oh my gosh!

I spent more than 15 mins already to write this blog :O I guess I have to stop now. Otherwise I will not have enough time to do all my revisions…sorry ;)

See ya. XO ;)

I AM TERRIFIED and SAD at the same time

These few days, my friends asked me to write something like my address, my numbers, my email and some dedications for them (you know, the things you normally do when you are about to leave like in Standard 6). I feel sad, yes. It gave me a feeling that I am going to leave my school and my friends in a few weeks time, which in fact, yes I am. Although I do have some not-so-memorable memories with them but I do have many sweet memories with them and the school as well. All I want now is to go back to Form 3.

Until today, I still can't believe I am sitting for SPM and going to leave high school life soon. Yes, me, the one who HATE this school and her friends so much in Form 1 and Form 2, the one who LOVE this school and her friends so so much in Form 4 and Form 5, the one nobody knew who she is in Form 1, the one almost everyone know who she is in Form 5, the one whom her teachers didn’t like in Form 1 and 2, the one whom her teachers like in Form 5, the one whom she envied her Form 5 seniors during Form 1 because they are leaving their school soon, the one who is going to leave her school soon and make the Form 1 or other forms girls jealous Everything is in the best circumstances in Form 5.

You see that? How am I supposed to feel excited to leave my school when my life in school is so GREAT and AWESOME!

I am terrified because my SPM is in about two weeks time and yet I am NOT WELL-PREPARED especially for my History and Biology except Mathematics, English, BM and a little bit of AddMath. Getting A1 for BM, English, Math, AddMath, History and Chemistry is a MUST for me, no matter what. If I don't, I really don't know what can I do. And the other thing that make me scare like hell is something-I-don't-wanna-mention.

The only thing I am capable to do right now is study, study and study whenever I have time, read then understand and REMEMBER all the stupid facts in History...

Hope you'll cross your finger for me :D :D

True friends

Don't get surprised just because I wrote this thing. I somehow feel that I should let the world know this.

I would really want to know, is there any TRUE FRIENDS and TRUE LOVE in this very pretentious world? Every single one in this world is very fake and pretentious. The face that they show to the world is very deceiving.

You might think you are your friends' true friend but, have you ever think back did they feel the same way too? You might say "I can do anything for my friends" but, can they? If you answer 'yes' to any of those, I have nothing to say. Think twice before you say 'yes'. I know there are people who have found their true friends.

True friend is someone who stays beside you no matter what you did and what happened to you. They will never laugh at you when you get humiliated, you have something in your hairs or teeth and they support you no matter what you said and what you did. They respect your decision even if they don't agree with you.

Here is some tips for you to test your friend: mess up with yourself and see who stay beside you, support you and help you all the while. The one who did all that is your true friend. Observe the way the treat you. Do you feel good and comfortable? I'm sure you know how to differentiate it.

Friends who lead you to the wrong way is definitely not a good friend. If they wanna outshine you, you can just dump her.

Don't ever get fooled if they treat you nicer than others, they support you no matter what you do (even the things you wanna do is really bad), they accompany you wherever you wanna go.

True friends will do anything for your own good, give you good advices, lead you to the right way, remember all your important dates and details, always by your side even you fall head over heels and support you no matter what. This is my definition for true friends.

True friends are really hard to find. If you wanna tell me you already have a true friend, I'll be happy for you.

I don't understand. Why all the good things must come to an end? Why do time exist? Why the sun have to rise and set? I always wondered. What if we don't have time? What if we could stop the time or even teleport? No one will understand or even know how I feel right now. I am simply SCARE, very scare. I don't know what would happen to me after Form 5 and in future. I feel so helpless, so depressed and everything just wouldn't work out the way I wanted. If that damn thing didn't happen, maybe I wouldn't feel so bad. I just wish my life could be easier.

I L.O.V.E HER

I wanna show you something I really adore, and love :DD I wish I could have it and keep it forever LOL. I like her laughter, the way she eats, she walks, she runs and almost everything she does.

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ahahahah!!!! Yepp, this is my pet, Little R in Pet Society. Ain't she cute and adorable?? :DDD

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