NS is the suck-est, ever.

This is the worst moment of my entire life. This is when I start to worry and afraid of the things that happened on other people will happen on me. I tried to convince myself that going there is gonna have a lot fun and gain a lot of experiences that I might couldn't gain at here. I told to friends too, that going there is not the end of the world and no big deal. But somehow, deep inside of me, this is not what I really think. If I told you I'm willing to go without any worry, it is a complete lie.

How could I not bother and not think about all those awful, terrible and horrible stuffs that have happened? Okay, let's put all those things aside and consider it won't happen on me. What about their hygiene? Lots of cases regarding food poisoning and as far as I know, their toilets and bathrooms are freaking dirty. They expect 3 to 5 peoples to shower together. What the hell is that? I really want them to know that they are the one who want us to go, not us. They should assure us 100% of safety, hygiene and privacy. We are there for them, not us. I heard many rumors saying that the shirt that they wear, pass on to the following batch, they need to march every day from 2p.m to 4.30p.m, wake up at 5.30a.m and much more freaking and frightening rumors. I know why we are there but no matter what the reason is, we shouldn't wake up at 5.30a.m. Waking up at 6.30a.m is still all right.

I expect zero death at there. The most important issues are safety, health, hygiene and a tiny bit of freedom. If they want us to go there, they must provide us all these things and not food poisoning, raping, drowning, health problems, prohibit us from going to hospital and all these kind of shit. The discipline must be very good among the trainees and trainers as well. I really get fed up by the way they force those selected to go. They should give us some options and not only for those with asthma, under drugs rehabilitation, suffer from mental illness or pregnant. Although we aren't 21 years old yet, we are still a part of the Malaysian. Malaysian has the right to say NO and the right to CHOOSE.

They said, the objective of this program is for unity of different ethics. I mean they don't have to do it this way. There are still many other ways for doing so like having more co-ed school and more SMK lesser SMJK. I also wonder, is our unity among ourselves from different ethnics are very POOR? Malaysia is an independence country. Will there be any wars like a few decades ago? Then why do we have to train to protect the country? Not that I don't love Malaysia, but nowadays Malaysia will not have any wars anymore. How do we protect Malaysia then? By using our brain and knowledge and not all those physical activities. We have had enough of physical activities in school since Standard Four.

I don't want to explain much anymore. I just wanna conclude that NS is not a good idea, ever. We shouldn't imitate countries like Singapore. We are Malaysia and we have our very own way to achieve our goals. I know scrapping NS is not as easy as pie. But if the governments really wanna carry on and want us to go, they MUST be stricter to the trainers if they did something like rape and for their negligence. They must also ensure there is NO DEATH, no food poisoning and no prohibiting trainees from going to the hospital if they want to from now on.

I feel more relieved and more comfortable after expressing my feelings (: If my teacher wants me to write why I don't like NS, I can write even longer than this, really. To be honest, I can't risk being away with my family, my friends and my life at here.

No holidays

My sister is going to KL for work so it won't be long. Will be back on Sunday. She's going by flight *show a lame face with crinkled nose* Well, it's holiday dude, for everyone but not me or my friends. Shit. You see, Saturday I'm going to Disted College (the college I wanna go after Form 5) for a talk on how to answer AddMath, Physics and Chemistry questions, then on Monday I have AddMath extra class from 9a.m to 1p.m and Tuesday; Chemistry from 9a.m to 11a.m. Thank God my Bio teacher said will do after school holidays. Don't get me wrong, after school holidays means on Saturday, not after school. Well, after all this is my last year for sacrificing my precious time. Lastly, I wanna say this out loud: I FCUKING HATE NS. no offence.

I wanna show you something :)

I freaking love HotDog :D It's my pet on Facebook. How I wish it was real and could play with me. It is so cuttteee and ADORABLEEEE :DDDD That's all :P

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Yesterday I went to Gurney with my sister to watch a movie. We intended to watch The Mummy but we were late, so we couldn't take the tickets I booked online and the seats left was in front of the screen which we don't like AT ALL. So, my sister bought Rogue to replace The Mummy. The duration of that movie is approximately 1 hour and 30 minutes. That movie was full with suspense. It was quite nice (imagine yourself stranded on a mud island with a crocodile of 7 metres in length in the water who can swallow a cow or even a human. The island is not gonna stand long because tide is rising. How are you gonna escape from the island where you can't get any helps until tomorrow morning and you can't swim across to the jungle because once you go into the water, the crocodile will eat you within 5 minutes?) Since we still got 1 hour time, I went to Popular to buy something and then to MPH. The moment I saw Breaking Dawn, I was like "OMG, it is so amazing!" and I told myself I WILL buy that. In fact, as told you in the previous post, I have quite a number of books to buy. While I was there, I read Sophie Kinsella's Remember Me. It costs RM74++ which is EXXIER than Breaking Dawn. Another one is Cecelia Ahern's Thanks For The Memories. I actually am wishing that the price for both of the books will decrease, which I doubt it will. No matter what, GG is on top of my list and second would be Shopaholic series UNLESS the prices for Breaking Dawn, Remember Me and Thanks For The Memories will decrease (which will not especially Breaking Dawn. But who knows, miracle might happens :P)

Oh, Olympic is wonderful. The only sports I enjoy watching are basketball, gymnastic, tennis, badminton and diving :D

All About Books, Movies and Guys :P

I know I haven't update for like one week. That's not very long, is it? All this thanks to my extra classes from Monday to Friday.

Well, my main purpose to blog is first, I am bored and second, I have some little things to share with ya'll :)

What is my 'some little things'? LOL. Nothing much just that I wanna tell you how much I want to buy Breaking Dawn :P Not only that, I wanna buy the whole Gossip Girl series and let me tells you some secret. Actually, I haven't even finished Twilight xP and of course, I haven't read New Moon and Eclipse :PPPPP Oh, say whatever you want. I know now you are OMG-ing and saying 'WTH' or even 'WTF'. Yes, this is me. I don't care whether I have read the previous series or not, I just want to read the latest series. Just like watching movies or TV shows, I can watch Season 2 or even Season 3, Season 4 without watching Season 1 because I know I somehow will understand what is going on, sooner or later. Oh, Gossip Girl and Heroes are exceptional :D I finished watching GG Season 1 and am dying to watch Season 2. I wonder when Heroes Season 3 will out.

Before you start to remind me that I am sitting for SPM in no more than 4 months, I want you to know of course I REMEMBER. As a matter of fact, I remind and tell myself almost every single hour that my SPM target is AT LEAST 7 A'S, which does not means all A2. lmao

You know what, currently I adore CHACE CRAWFORD, really.

Just spend maximum 1 minute to look at his photo. Tell me which part of him doesn't dazzle you? (Aww, I mistakenly used Bella Swan's 'dazzle'. ROFL.)

You ask me what about Zac Efron? Let's see :)

OMG. Do you notice they quite resemble each other? Not much but I can see there is some. Maybe the resemblance I saw is their hotness. SWTT. But somehow, I still think Chace Crawford is hotter right now.

Maybe because I see Chace more often because of Gossip Girl than Zac because HSM3 haven't show yet. So maybe by the time when HSM3 is showing, I will go back to him. I hope you get what I mean and yeah, this is how I behave. I know I'm, terrible? Whatever. Anyway, I really wanna know what you think about them. Please leave your comment. I want to know,

Who do you like or who is hotter?

Okay, I know it's time for me to stop drooling over them. You are waiting for me to put a full stop, which is going to happen. So, just like what I told you earlier, I'm bored. I guess this has killed about 30 minutes of my time :) Last but not least, I already told you I have extra class every day and I go back vey late, so I might not update that often anymore. Just IM me, if you know my MSN, to tell me that you miss my post which I guess you wouldn't.