Things I Did Everyday With My Besties. 1. We walk together along the corridor after school from class to main gate or wherever we go, we stick together. 2. We eat together. 3. We sing together :) 4. We LOVE same artiste; Justin Timberlake, PCD, Jojo & so on. 5. We study together. 6. We crap, jokes, play together. 7. We sit together. 8. We laugh together. 9. We share our stories. 10. We make fool each other. 11. We wait our parents come. Now one of them transfer school. So, nobody will gonna do some of the things with me like number 1, 3, 4 and 11. However, your name will never deleted from me & our besties memory. You'll always be my best friend :]

Unforgettable

Holidays is coming. Everyone else will be enjoying this holidays while I'll suffer. Today is the last day of school. I'm not allow to enjoy the last day to the max. Many things happened around. I wonder why? During break, I went to library to return books. I thought I want to borrow some books to read during this long holidays. Well, I know some of you will say "This holidays are TOO SHORT for me!". Sorry to say, it's TOO LONG for me. Come back to my topic. I climb the stairs two times to check the library. I think by that time, the break has started for about 10 minutes but...library still haven't open. That has made me getting mad. What the hell?! Library should be open right after the bell rings for break. But today, no. Okay, later when it opened I still have to WAIT for the librarian to help me return the books. This is the climax. There's only ONE librarian on duty. She's so clumsy (sorry to say) to handle the one metre long queue. The one who duty for returning books section, was absent for the duty and THAT person is my friend! Oh my God! Because of their fault & mistakes, I couldn't borrow any books because the recess has ended. If I'm the only one who borrow, it still fine with me but my friend ask me to borrow for along using MY CARD. Actually, this is no problem but the thing is I'm utterly NOT CONTENT with the library services. They are NOT SYSTEMATIC AT ALL. Fcuk it! So done. Now, my best friend is leaving me & our best friends. What A SAD SCENE! She cried. I know it's sad, really but anyway I won't do that. I can't stand people who cry & I too dislike to see people crying. So, she had leave us & continue her new journey in a new school. After holidays, my class will only left 17 students. As I said, nobody can leave anymore except the dark-skinned group. You know what? When my friend tell the class she gonna leave, the dark-skinned group members sounds happy & sarcastic. I can sense it. They don't have any feeling but happy.

Friends Are Everything

These two days, I thought something. Even I'm only closer with you this year, but our relationship is like we know each other for several years. When our relationship is getting better & stronger, now you wanna leave. How can you leave me, H, M, A & A like this? You're so irresponsible. Well, let me aware you something. It's USELESS you tell that dark-skinned group that you wanna leave. They don't give a damn whether you leave or stay. It doesn't affects them because you're not their in their gang, right? Be honest, they are the one who should leave, NOT you. Their popularity had exceed the limit. It's too many. I sometimes wonder why they don't leave but the tanned-skin group always leave instead? The popularity for tan-skinned group is EXTREMELY LOW. Well, as for fair-skinned group, it will remains like this. I got no problem whether am I the only one faired-skin group member or not when the others absent. That's why I'm free from this problem. I don't care that much because I don't really get along well with them. But, the one that I can get along well is in other class. Hence, it doesn't affects much on me whether they present or absent. But sometimes their attendance make me feel more comfortable because at least I got fair-skinned companion. Why I don't feel lonely or sad when they absent? Simply because my real friends are always present & always there for me and one of them is you. Even we're different religious, so what?! We still are human being right? Who said we can't have different religious as best friend?? I don't give a damn about what you say. They are my best-est friends including HL & SY who are always wonderful, perfect & awesome to me. They make me laugh everyday. They are serious when they have to especially in studies. Isn't it's GREAT? With them, I feel HAPPIER in school even sometimes I feel depressed. Without them, I WOULD NOT know who am I today in this wonderful & fantastic school. The school seems like a heaven to me with them around. I NEED them and I know they NEED me too. I LOVE them & I know they LOVE me too :D

Examinations Are About Fates Sometimes

So, today I got some of my exams marks; Physic 1 & 2, Mathematics 1 & 2, Biology 1 & 2. Miracles happened on me. The things that I expected are out of my expectation. For instance, I expect my Mathematics will get high marks because the questions are definitely easy but who knows I just get the marks which I'm content not AT ALL. I couldn't figure out why when I do execises, I can did well but when comes to exam, everything gone. I manage to solve the questions and what makes me more mad is my careless miskakes. Then I expected my Physics 2 will be worse then paper 1 or both are that worse but who knows, paper 2 is BETTER the paper 1. I'm quite content with my Physics marks though because I did quite well in paper 2 & paper 1 is just fine. I was SO ASTOUNDED when I counted my paper! Oh My God. I got the highest! LMAO. Ok. So when it cames to Biology, everythings turned normal. Not because of what, just don't know why. Well, as you know, everything no matter bad or good, everyone will only cheer & sad for a few minutes. After all, everyone & everything will remain normal. I'm quite content with my marks for Biology both paper. I have no comment for it :/

18th of May 2007

Yay!!! My exam is finally to an end! Well, not very delighted actually. Still need to worry the marks. Today's exam was totally outta my expectation. Biology 3, no idea which experiment to use to study the osmosis. Question 2, semi-permeable membrane experiment using Visking tubing. Quite okay but there was one question, which I don't understand what it wants :/ Yeah, I know I'm dumb. During that moment, I was like what the fcuk?! Oh shit. I'm gonna get low marks for this paper, AGAIN. I don't even have a clue about what questions are gonna face. Whatever, I know I'm born out to be a moron :/ Now, my Sejarah paper 1 again. The questions were simple though but with a 80 years old-mind, I forgot everything that I read just a couple of minutes ago. Well, can't consider as forgot COMPLETELY though. If I did, that paper I'm gonna get ZERO marks, right? :) Well now, I get abso-effin-lutely pissed off with my friend's dad. I figured out the REAL reason her dad want her to transfer. I think everybody else will get FED UP when someone especially a government employee, critic & look down on your school & still her daughter is studying at that school. What the hell?! I asked myself. And another of my friend, feel the same with me. I just hate what her dad did to her. He shouldn't critic her own daughter school & she (my friend) said, he said he feels embarrass when her daughter study in this school! Oh My God. What kind of dad is he?! If he do feels embarrass, he had embarrass for 3 years, 5 months & 18 days. So, whats the difference embarrass for another approximately 2 years? He just bullshit & gave a non-logic excuse. Anyway, I will be on holidays for another one week. So, cheer up :)

My Last Day

So yeah, this is my first blog at blogspot. But, actually this is my second blog. I forgot the password for the first account so I'm force to creat a second account :/ Whatever, this account will be my whole new account & not gonna forget neither email nor password :) So, finally tomorrow is my last day for mid year examination. But, still gonna sit for Biology 3 & History 1. And my Biology teacher said my class did badly in paper 2. What the hell?! She's so frustrated. I'm so guilty. She's such a kind & nice teacher. I can t look through her eyes that she's very frustrated & dissapointed. Hence, I told myself, "I HAVE TO DO WELL FOR TOMORROW LAST PAPER". Hope God will grant my wish. Now, I have second problem. My close buddy, A, is gonna transfer school right after mid year holidays. What A Sad Case???!!! I know her since like standard 6. What the hell?! She gonna leave me! My crapping partner. So? She doesn't wanna transfer too. But what can her do? Her dad force her to. Not meaning to insult her dad but, why does he wanna force her child to do something she don't want to? As for me, this is not called LOVE, this is called TORTURE! Suck la. Whatever, I can't do anything. Have to obey whatever is coming in future. Life is like that. Even you hate that thing badly, you still have to do it.