The Last Word

Hello, I'm moving to a new blog and the new link is http://eeling-deepestsecrets.blogspot.com/

I won't update this blog anymore, but I won't delete it though.

Relink me if you don't mind doing the work :)

Impossible and forbidden

I'll wait patiently for thing I want. I already got some of the things that I want. I still can't get the thing that I want the most. So, wait is the only thing I can do.

I start to feel uneasy if I don't get back the reply on time. But once I got it, even just one, I feel relieved and satisfied. I feel happy if I get back more. It makes me smile even I just think about it. It brightens up my day and it gives me hope.

I guess I know why these things happen, but I don't want it to happens, somehow. Probably because I know it is not really possible. The possibility for it to happens is about 10 percent only. Or maybe even 5. If it really will happens, I guess it is a forbidden thing to happens...Now, I just want to know the feeling first.

PS: I think I'm a coward. I'm afraid to confess if I have a crush on someone, even to a close friend. I have to overcome my fear and be bolder :)

Holiday

HELLO!

I'm back from NS for 3 days :)

Well, NS isn't THAT bad actually. It was quite fun, indeed, although it is very tiring because the road back to my dorm and to padang kawad is very sloppy and long that my leg almost break every time I go these places and the sun is blazing hot in the afternoon that my skin has darkenned a lot. 

The food really sucks, well, sometimes. Sometimes I'm so sick of it and I just buy some food from mini market to eat instead of eating their food.

The activity is quite messy now since it's just 2 weeks, but I've learnt marching, canoeing and having character building class. PK class is my favorite activity because it is indoor :)

That's all for now. Will update about it more when I come back.

Ciao!

Hello people :)

I won't be in Penang for at least 1 week, at most 2 weeks. Why?

Because I'm going to the stupid f***ing NS @!#$%^&*

Why only 1 to 2 weeks? Because I'm coming back when my college starts :D

I really hope I can meet some NICE people right away and get along well with her. I hope my time will flies damn fast at there and I hope everything is going well. Wish me luck :)

In case you wonder which camp I am going, I am going to Kulim's.

Results.

I can't believe, really, that I'll get this kind of result. 

Although I've expected it (I was just expecting for the worst), I was, still am, in shock. I can't believe for a minute that I'll get...for Moral and History! The questions for those papers were sort of easy and I could really do it. And I know the rules in answering Moral questions. I feel the urge to ask for remark my Moral and History papers. Btw, don't get me wrong. I DID NOT fail or get C or D for that subjects. Otherwise I would just hang myself. I did not get D for any subjects, for that matter.

Anyway, I still can't believe I got....well, it's pure embarassing. There are As, of course, but I still feel like a crap now. I will not disclose my results, so ask me if you REALLY wanna know. However, I'm quite happy with my Add Math because I thought I will get C :)

Overall, I'm not proud with my result, at all

One Day Away from Boredom.

I had so much fun yesterday. Went to Camellia's before 9am and walked to McDonald's to have breakfast :D I really love the hash browns from McD. I had Fillet-O Fish, she had Big Breakfast and we shared two pancakes. I really LOVE their Fillet-O Fish. The softness of the buns and the tenderness of the fillet with the sourness of the mayonnaise are SCRUMPTIOUS. As for the pancakes, not THAT bad, still edible, but the maple syrup was a little bit too sweet. I wish I could have breakfast from McD every day until I am  sick of it. LOL.

After breakfast, we went to buy some groceries at a nearby supermarket to prepare our lunch. We planned to eat pasta, so we bought things we need to cook pasta and some other things. I bought a big tub of yogurt and she bought some frozen food. We walked back to her house at 11a.m

We both thought her internet can be use on my laptop, but unfortunately it couldn't. Her modem is somewhat different from mine. So we gave up trying and she played offline games on my laptop and I watched Camp Rock on her TV after watching Keeping Up the Kardashians. That movie is not my cup of tea. I don't like it and the songs were not my type, either. After finished watching Camp Rock, we cooked our lunch at 2pm and finished it by 3pm. 

After lunch, we continue our activities. When his brother came back home from school, we played PS2. I got hooked on it, really. I suck at it at first, but after a few rounds I'm kind of a pro :P They got annoyed by my screaming because I scream when I won and I curse when I lost :D I had so much fun where I've totally forgotten everything in my mind. So yeah, it was awesome.

FYI, I'm very glad my parents aren't like their parents. Their parents are really strict. Camellia and I skipped dinner because we were really full since after lunch. So we watched Georgia Rule on HBO and 90210. Her dad wanted to watch the TV before 90210 ends, so we had to compromise with him. I have no problem with that because I've watched it online until episode 16. So we went downstairs and she taught her brother Geography and Math because he is having exam. I went  back at 10.30pm.

Result

SPM result: 12th of March 2009.

I am nervous.

I am freaking out.

I am excited.

I am scare.

It's true that I want to get my result on school day so that I can meet all the teachers but, if I get bad result, what would the students especially the 5 Mawar students? They were like, what, our enemies. Were trying so hard to outshine my class *scoff*. So am I supposed to be excited or afraid? If I get a really good result, then it's a good thing. Pretty damn good, indeed. I can shut them up and make my teachers proud of me. How I wish I can get at least 7As.

My life depends on the damn result. I can't imagine how dissapointed I will get if I don't get at least 7As or 6As. I believe getting a good result in SPM can change one's life :)

Oh well.

Movie, food, what else?

ONE WORD: SUCKS.

I went to watch this crap yesterday with my sister. If it wasn't Brad Pitt, I would say it is one the worst movies I've ever watched. The film wasn't in a good condition because the sound system sucks (imagine speakers on the left almost spoilt) and the many parts of the movie were cut because of the stupid censor. The only thing worth watching is Brad Pitt because he was really hilarious in this movie. But, I can't believe he died in the end! I wouldn't say he is lead actor because he had a very few scenes in it. Oh I can't believe, even now, that Brad Pitt accepted this movie!

Let's not talk about the movie. We talk about the number of people in the auditorium. You will never guess it because there was only SEVEN PEOPLE including both of us in the auditorium, for God's sake! Plus, there was this psycho woman laughing at every single thing that wasn't funny at all. I can say she was the only person laughing so loudly that a three-year-old kid would thought she was a monster. She even brought her lunch/dinner that most probably bought from some coffee shop because it used the polystyrene box as the container. Had she lost her mind, I wondered? I am glad that we weren't sitting at the same row with her. I can't stand the smell coming from her food. Not that it was, you know, smelly or what but, it was an air-conditioned room. Food tend to smells awful in an air-conditioned no matter how great it smells in open-air.

I shall stop complaining. 

So, after watching that crap,  I went to buy Slumdog Millionaire DVD (I love the movie, It deserved to get Best Picture). Then we went to Cold Storage to see something. As I always said, seeing things lead to buying things in Gurney and I get tempted too easily. I bought Mozzarella Sticks from T.G.I Friday, Pop Tarts, Nougat and an Energy Bar while my sister bought chocolates from Belgian, a box of four energy bars, a bottle of juice and a jar of jam. The total amount was very surprising and I shall not say it out ;) The reasons of me buying all these stuffs because I want to eat and I feel that I should reward myself every once in a while. LOL. After that I bought waffles for dinner and I love the chocolate pretzel from Aunty Annie's :DD

Anyway, I want you to watch this musical, the performance in Oscars 2009, by Beyonce, Hugh Jackman, Zac Efron, Vanessa Hudgens and Amanda Seyfriend. I love it :)

Top 12 glass is half-full.

I.AM.GLAD

VERY GLAD, INDEED.

I am so happy because that retarded Nick Mitchell did not make it to Top 12. No offence to his lover, though :) I just hate him to the core. I smile even just thinking of the next episode because I don't have to see him again.

Second, I was restraining myself from screaming - otherwise my family would think that I've gone mad - when Ryan Seacrest said "the American voted...Allison Iraheta" and "Adam Lambert." Note: That wasn't what he exactly said.

I can't wait for Group 3 this week although I don't have any favorites, yet :)

PS: Ryan Seacrest is kind of, hot? I like his smile and eyes :)

Cheating?

I can't believe newspaper was lying. 

On Sunday, The Stars has written very cleary that on Monday at 8p.m. on Star World will have primetime encore of 81st Annual Academy Awards. At 8p.m., I tuned into Star World and the show it was playing is Friends. I thought maybe there was some mistakes during printing, so I tuned back again at 9p.m.. The show it was playing is Samantha Who? Obviously it wasn't gonna repeat on Star World.

Now, I'm checking again on Astro website and it is really written there:

Title: 81st Annual Academy Awards

Time: 8:30p.m.

Date: 23-Feb-2009

Channel: Star World

Duration: 4:00

So, what happened? I'm really frustrated because the website and the newspapers were giving false information. Or is it the broadcaster's or channel's problem?